Yesterday went back to butterworth with my Korean friend ----- Sunny, my love hometown. 
We went to saloon for hair treatment,and I met Ms. Obama there. Celine! 
Sunny straighten her hair and I cut my fringe and had a treatment for hair, Celine also had a treatment for hair. 
After few hours, darby and his mama came to fetch us to Sunway Carnival to have our lunch. 
Out of blue, my parents went there earlier to fetch me, and they saw my darby I damn worried that time, scare they scold me, although they knew we are in relationship 
Then we went to Studio R, I bought a football shoe for my darby 
Hope he will cherish and take good care of it. 



My darby is the guy who deserve me to love the most. 
He cares me more than anyone did, He can endure my stupid anger 
Even he is sick but he still stubborn to out with me just to meet me and he kept his sickness from being know by me, cause he doesn't want me to worry about him. What a considerate man he is?  
 Seriously we fight a lot too, perhaps is because long distance love. 
But I'm the one who always fight with him, pity him. He was a lot of grievances. 
My anger is like shit* always fight and let him suffer a lot. 
Arghh, now I'm trying my best to convergence my temper. 
My darby very handsome and adorable, when he got jealous, he won't say it out to me. 
But keep it inside his heart. But honestly I always jealous he goof with his friends even is boy >< Oh my godness, I'm so mean 
I love anything of him, even he is not the perfect one. But to me He is the PERFECT GUY ! 
When I always angry or moody and scold him without reason, he will submit to humiliation. 
He would not say that I am not good enough, but always said that he isn't good enough for me.  
He knew I want to on diet but he always ask me to eat, cause he worried I will gastric pain. 
He always wanted me to sleep early but I'm very stubborn and ask him to sleep 1st, but he wouldn't.
Then he will accompany until the time I'm going to sleep, even he is really tire. 
Sometimes I will fight with friends and student council in school, he would used anyway to coax me to stop angry. 
He don't let me fight is because he worried I would get trouble with the school teachers. 
He will destroy his own mood just because of my one word or one message. 
He never blame me been doing any wrong, but blaming himself for being wrong even he didn't wrong. 
He wouldn't want me to change for him because he said he want the original me without acting. 
He try his best to change to be an active person rather me to change, and he wouldn't complain anything. 
He wish I can care him more and more so he would did many things to make me care him. He is so cute! 
He paid a lot on me but I always feel that not enough. I feel sorry to him cause want so much of love. Seriously I need him more than anything. He is the man I rely on and don't want to leave. I love him for all the qualities he had. 

I wish we will never break cause you are really best for me. 
And I will try to be your perfect girl. I wish our love won't change and always love each other the most.
Although forever is unrealistic, but I still hope that we will be together forever.
Perhaps I'm thinking something unrealistic, but it makes me blissful. 
My heart beating because I love you, I will always love you even my heart stop breathing. 
You are just like my oxygen, makes me alive and feel reality of it. Nothing gonna change my love for you. 
Darby, I love you ! ♥ 



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